i wish i was good at something
it's like-- everything i want to do, i just suck at
and no matter how much i practice, i never get better!
i feel stuck, like it's an endless loop. i dont know what to do.
but like whatever.
it doesnt really matter, i just don't want avie to worry about me
or more like, i dont want her to think less of me?
i just want her to be okay. i think she's having a hard time. and
i want to be there for her
but i need her to trust me
sorry, i'm rambling. i need a therapist or somehting lmao. just ignore me ^^;
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